Saturday, January 17, 2009
where are you my angel???
what's wrong now?
why everything seem to be my fault?
why you want to mention all the "key words" when you know im in a bad mood?
why?
i just can't understand.
is it the fact that we just can't communicate well?
i just duno how to express my feeling now...
it's so bad..
i'm going to be crazy..
Lots of work to be follow up...
why you can just mention every single bad thing...
why?
i really can't understand.
can't u just be the one that always support me?
i mean just be the one that...
haiz...
i just duno how to say..
it's my problem...
always is my problem...
none of your fault...
everything is my fault...
im the problematic one...
i know...
i just cant communicate with you...
the good times with just just always within a short period..
will never last long
why?why?why?why?
im so angry now...
not only angry..
it's so complicated...
i just duno how to describe it...
im like going to hell...
anyone can help me up?????
will there be an angel for me??
where's my angel??
where are you??
can you come to me??
can you help me solve my problems??
why everything seem to be my fault?
why you want to mention all the "key words" when you know im in a bad mood?
why?
i just can't understand.
is it the fact that we just can't communicate well?
i just duno how to express my feeling now...
it's so bad..
i'm going to be crazy..
Lots of work to be follow up...
why you can just mention every single bad thing...
why?
i really can't understand.
can't u just be the one that always support me?
i mean just be the one that...
haiz...
i just duno how to say..
it's my problem...
always is my problem...
none of your fault...
everything is my fault...
im the problematic one...
i know...
i just cant communicate with you...
the good times with just just always within a short period..
will never last long
why?why?why?why?
im so angry now...
not only angry..
it's so complicated...
i just duno how to describe it...
im like going to hell...
anyone can help me up?????
will there be an angel for me??
where's my angel??
where are you??
can you come to me??
can you help me solve my problems??
Friday, October 17, 2008
fed up
sometimes, i really fed up with what i had done...
what's the point to be like that?
i really feel im so stupid of being that...
not only once being hurt....
twice....infinity time...
it's too much...
it's enough for me...
it's over my limitation...
i will never be that any more...
just stop it....
what's the point to be like that?
i really feel im so stupid of being that...
not only once being hurt....
twice....infinity time...
it's too much...
it's enough for me...
it's over my limitation...
i will never be that any more...
just stop it....
Friday, October 3, 2008
pressure....
having lots and lots of assignment.....
don't know how to do...
feel so pressure...
how????
what should i do????
feel so bad now...
don't know how to do...
feel so pressure...
how????
what should i do????
feel so bad now...
Tuesday, September 30, 2008
how have u been?
Have u been tired with it?
Have u been sicked with it?
Have u been fed up with it?
Have u been fool with it?
Do u feel giving up?
Do u feel leaving?
Do u feel escaping?
Do u feel waiting for someday?
Someday...
Someday that i will tell you...
Someday that i will tell you what you want...
Are you waiting for it?
Waiting for that day...
Are you afraid to tell me?
Telling me about what i do not wish to listen?
Are you afraid to let me know?
Letting me know about the thing that I'm always worried of???
I'm always waiting...
Seem to wait for the thing that I wouldn't want to know...
But,
I'm afraid...
Yet,
I seem to wait for it...
I don't really hope that it will be a day for me..
I really don't hope...
But,
u let me feel...
just let me feel that you're waiting me to tell u first..
Tell you about the thing that u always wanted to tell me...
I try to avoid it..
But, still...
The feeling always come across me...
Just simply come across my mind...
It's scary actually...
I try to seek a way out...
I always tell myself that just let it b...
no matter what...
just let it be...
I'm trying my very best to change...
but,
I feel it's impossible...
It's impossible not 'cause of can't change...
but,
'cause of change...
No matter what is the changes...
it's still the same...
May be it is the end of it...
nothing will stop to make it the end...
Have u been sicked with it?
Have u been fed up with it?
Have u been fool with it?
Do u feel giving up?
Do u feel leaving?
Do u feel escaping?
Do u feel waiting for someday?
Someday...
Someday that i will tell you...
Someday that i will tell you what you want...
Are you waiting for it?
Waiting for that day...
Are you afraid to tell me?
Telling me about what i do not wish to listen?
Are you afraid to let me know?
Letting me know about the thing that I'm always worried of???
I'm always waiting...
Seem to wait for the thing that I wouldn't want to know...
But,
I'm afraid...
Yet,
I seem to wait for it...
I don't really hope that it will be a day for me..
I really don't hope...
But,
u let me feel...
just let me feel that you're waiting me to tell u first..
Tell you about the thing that u always wanted to tell me...
I try to avoid it..
But, still...
The feeling always come across me...
Just simply come across my mind...
It's scary actually...
I try to seek a way out...
I always tell myself that just let it b...
no matter what...
just let it be...
I'm trying my very best to change...
but,
I feel it's impossible...
It's impossible not 'cause of can't change...
but,
'cause of change...
No matter what is the changes...
it's still the same...
May be it is the end of it...
nothing will stop to make it the end...
Wednesday, September 24, 2008
Bad luck?or Lucky?
24th September, 2008 raining day
I was doing revision the whole day until 3.30pm.
The sky was dark and i quickly stopped my revision...
When I was at the door step of the building, it was raining heavily and the winds blowed...
I could hardly control my umbrella under the bad condition...
I walked as fast as I can to reach the bus stop..
I managed to get the bus...
I was kind of relief...
When the bus stop, just as usual, I waited my turn to go down...
It was heavier, the rain fell...
So strong, the wind blowed...
Many people, included me, got to hide under the umbrella while controlling it...
I was behind a bunch of girls walking down the street...
An umbrella was blowed off and the girls were all laughing at one of their friend...
I tried to pass by them....
At the meantime, I fell on the street...
It was so embarrasing..
I could hardly imagine or refresh back how the situation I were in...
I hurt my right knee...
I quickly went to class as I have test at 4pm..
I wouldn't care anything about it...
Except the pain...
I thought it was just scretches...
But, when I was about to clean my wound, the blood seemed to be oozing out...
Worse come to worse, I got to clean it and attend the test...
It was so uncomfortable with the pain during the test....
I finished it as soon as possible so that i could get back and put medicine...
Something made me curious...
When I handed my paper to my lecturer, she seemed to have the kind of pity face on me...
May be she saw me wipping off my wound when i was doing my test...haha...
It has been a long time I never fall on the street...
I really pain...
However, I managed to answer all the questions for my test...
So, is it my lucky or unlucky day???
I was doing revision the whole day until 3.30pm.
The sky was dark and i quickly stopped my revision...
When I was at the door step of the building, it was raining heavily and the winds blowed...
I could hardly control my umbrella under the bad condition...
I walked as fast as I can to reach the bus stop..
I managed to get the bus...
I was kind of relief...
When the bus stop, just as usual, I waited my turn to go down...
It was heavier, the rain fell...
So strong, the wind blowed...
Many people, included me, got to hide under the umbrella while controlling it...
I was behind a bunch of girls walking down the street...
An umbrella was blowed off and the girls were all laughing at one of their friend...
I tried to pass by them....
At the meantime, I fell on the street...
It was so embarrasing..
I could hardly imagine or refresh back how the situation I were in...
I hurt my right knee...
I quickly went to class as I have test at 4pm..
I wouldn't care anything about it...
Except the pain...
I thought it was just scretches...
But, when I was about to clean my wound, the blood seemed to be oozing out...
Worse come to worse, I got to clean it and attend the test...
It was so uncomfortable with the pain during the test....
I finished it as soon as possible so that i could get back and put medicine...
Something made me curious...
When I handed my paper to my lecturer, she seemed to have the kind of pity face on me...
May be she saw me wipping off my wound when i was doing my test...haha...
It has been a long time I never fall on the street...
I really pain...
However, I managed to answer all the questions for my test...
So, is it my lucky or unlucky day???
Monday, September 22, 2008
why i still see it???
hope that i won't see that again...
i try not to look at it...
but,
again and again it appears...
why??
what i can do to just ignore it??
i just don't hope to see it any more...
i try not to look at it...
but,
again and again it appears...
why??
what i can do to just ignore it??
i just don't hope to see it any more...
Saturday, September 20, 2008
what i should do?
Somehow
I'm so confusing...
Should i let him know about it?
Somehow
I really feel guilty if I let him know?
When should be the right date, time, day for me to tell him?
It makes me feel bad...
Somehow...
I'm so confusing...
Should i let him know about it?
Somehow
I really feel guilty if I let him know?
When should be the right date, time, day for me to tell him?
It makes me feel bad...
Somehow...
Colourful Life
I appreciate everything I have now...
It's enough for me to lead my life happily...
Thanks...
You really brightened my life....^^
It's enough for me to lead my life happily...
Thanks...
You really brightened my life....^^
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